Bakc

back to the ole haunting place displace of race fermented taste. rage verbage of the sage in an age of mental verbaity in perpetuaity.

Die damn u die. u lie in the shadows haunting me, stalking me i cannot break free i cannot break free, lame loser poser of a phoney sore pain in the ass.

anger. she smiles at me, her crazed eyes full of knowing. i am trapped in the depth of alienation from everybody else. distanced from help. S.O.S

S. O.ASSHOLE life wizz past again i cannot catch it cannot understand it cannot taste it it flows away ica nnot sense it it is senseless. no scent.s

doom awaits. death abode like lifeboat on a sinking ship strapped. useless u less loser lost pause farce cruel joke of a comedies.

boo hoo

burlaeh

utter burlaeh

volcanic ash

whats wrong with me. my life.

stupid basterds

u stupid basterd. what have u done to screw yurself so.damnit u are pathetic u stupid shit ass hole basterd. Die u die damn it. you loser son of a bitch

Climbing

no climb. miss climbing miss it miss it miss it

Life sucks

Trying to avoid cliche. but still, LIFE SUCKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SuCKs! Sucks! sUcks!SUcks suck suck SUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK SUck suCk SUCk suK Suck.ARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHFFFFFFF

GHHHHHHHHHhHGGGGGGGGGGG

paralysis

stagnation. fear of looking upon the unknown. fear. fear. unmoving, trapped in a rut of nothingness, of unmoving, sorrow, intense pain, suffering without toture. spasm of fear, fear, fear, fear. fear fear fear

rar

brrh you careless heartless ppl. rar.rar you brrh. rarararar.

Abortive sorrows

Hello. if u are here. chances are u are trying to decipher the meaning of the phrase abortive sorrows.( as evident from my blog stats) I’m sorry. but you are at the wrong place. this is just a place where an angsty misguided young teenager does his crazy ramblings. sorry for the inconvenience caused.

However, i can help u to a certain extent.

The phrase abortive sorrows can be found in a book by Fitzgerald entitled ‘The Great Gatsby’. 

It encapsulates the ephemeral quality which is prevalant throughout the book, that reflects the uncertainty of the modern age (at which the book was written). Transcience dominates both the physical, emotional and moral landscape of  ‘The Great Gatsby’. Perception becomes part of construction as the reader, narrator and protagonists of the story combine in a fluid and fleeting fashion; a testimony of the fustrating human condition- that everything is merely a veil, we can never see behind the cover to see the truth as the truth itself.

Hence when one ponders about what does abortive sorrows mean in this context, one must first consider reference to time with the word  ‘abortive’. It has negative connotations of being artificially terminated; being stopped before achieving full term. Yet it also might have a deeper allusion to the character of Daisy in the novel, in which the love between her and her suitors can never bear fruit. Her relationship between her and her daughter is also a stub- almost loveless.  The word ‘sorrows’ deal with a deep seated powerful emotion within a human being that comes in times of great distress. Hence, it is almost ironic or paradoxical that Fitzgerald uses it with the word abortive, which suggests the fleetingness of such a powerful deep emotion. How can an emotion that moves a human being so last for so little time?

Goodbye

Godd bye miss. Your contenance will be painfully missed. those eyes tis beauty. whad would have i given upon the earth to feel that fleeting moment. Everything motion. on the way up or on the way down. Always being broken and being in repair. when that moment makes its arrival. it is gone. Goodbye. i will never see  u the same way again.